Behind That Cloud

I feel like I’m talking on egg shells here. I’ve been trying to be cautious with everything I say so that I don’t offend you. 

I’m honestly worried we’ll end up like how were for the last entire school year again, which would be worse since we’ll be in diff states/etc. 

Tbvh, I still sometimes feel awk around you. I know I’ve changed. I feel like you have too, but I can’t pinpoint it. It probably happened around the time we stopped really talking how we used to talk. 

I honestly miss how we used to be and I seriously regret revealing my inferiority complex towards you to your face because after that one time, I’ve become more open and do it randomly when I’m tired/pissed/annoyed at you or a situation that pertains to you. 

It ain’t all really your fault, but I can’t help but feel awk. 

This is out of the blue and I dunno how to tell you this, but I hate feeling like I always have to chase you around and ask to do stuff.

It’s all just….

a very awkward situation now.